BIBLE THUMPING DEVILS P 3

Further, and like the rest of the story upon this continent and every other continent following its deranged precedents, this only confirmed what those like my person already have figured out over the years - due to christianity, religion, etc, anything but sound sense and reason about human compitency is being achieved or taught, and, only deranged notions of what ' leadership ' authority, etc is versus that of genuine personal initiative properly executed and mutually exchanged with others. This has been made apparent on every human related level.

Remember, the conference organizers had no problem with either my aporoach in offering my friendly assistance, passing out programs, nor, the way I was dressed. Only the core clique holding itself out as the primary pastors  of a guest vhurch acted wierd at my person.

That's when I made it clear that they had the wrong notions about who they were dealing with, that I don't accept any of their types cliquiness and the bullying misbehavior that goes with it. In my confident repose I look directly at the male and said,
' I don't put up with disrespectful behavior. '

This individual only responded in the deficient manner expected of their types given what's already been revealed about their social dealings with one another and at my person, ' You're the one being rude with me' is walking away acting disrespectful.

I knew to immediately start taperecording at the point when the female wrecklessly grabbed what was in my hands.

It's was their same punk lot at DHS who as time went on, had all this erased off my device along with their other interrelated and cumulative retardation at me during this timeframe.

I immediately realized what I've known for years. How many of the same cowards tie into one another - everywhere. Atleast I stood my ground with this batch of imbeciles. I decided after the convention was over, I'd say my goodbyes with the very few who I knew were worth it and not waste time in needless commitment.

When the time came, I waited by the bus exit knowing I'd meet some of the friendlies to say my goodbyes. I'd tell them, ' This wasn't meant to be the right place for me.' One encouraged by saying, ' Do what you feel best.' The last one, a female,' It's not about the people, it's about you worshipping your god. Don't leave, just worship and do nothing else. '

IYAGO WAITS FOR HIS CONVENIENT EXCUSE
Instead of proper, loving consideration, the type of hatred that would only come from the type of coward.

Seeing that the sane kids wouldn't be his patsies to get rid of me, it  had gathered worthless depraved crackheads externally to, both,  burglarize my river camp and infiltrate the church to spread its poison between me and the sane kids while disuading those who expressed their desire to live in a closer relationship in the church home.

It even put its gatekeeper up to telling me I wouldn't be accepted in unless I wore a dress for one year. This is all the while I was waiting, river camping and after they had lied to my person about the original agreement they made with me which was the only reasonable terms a sane person would accept.  This is where  I had mutally agreed with their gayekeeper to purchase a dress wardrobe after I settle my effects with my habitation within a couple months and when they actually accept me in the church home.

This male punk was behind their gatekeeper, in their church, holding out on their end of their original agreement they made with me by them being told by the primary perpetrator and punk acting as their pastor, to use a dress code condition in an unreasonable and frivolous manner and just to insult my person and only after they saw

I had actually acted in good faith, trusting their worthless word and did as I said I'd do after settling my effects and after proving my reliability in living up to my word as I've done all my life. The fact this punk used its patsies and went out of its way only to insult my worthy person is the proof as to who are the arrogant punks. To claim to believe in a diety is to stand for nothing, they're all the proof.

Worthy to note, not long after the gatekeeper and I reconciled with one another around this matter, I found out they and their entire family, newlywed spouse included, had left this church. In fact, the female who had taken the fliers out of my hands had left this church right as I came back as i had agreed but was reneged in being received. Both subjects were with this church a long time before the impact of this situation involving my person led them to part ways with this church.

After further confirming with the other individuals who I committed with in the church that our relationship was still efficacious, I was told by another gatekeeper that I wasn't allowed back to this church at all unless I was cleared by the very individual who had contrived all this and their lackey overseer pastor.

I reasoned knowing what I knew about the roles played out by others and self in this situation, and, a good idea of the type individual I'd be dealing with, all I had to do was taperecord them hanging themselves in the process of any appropriate conduct at my person.

Rest assured, that is what they did.
When I first met it, I insisted that I prefered that an appropriately chosen person stand in on our conversation. It declined without any justification.

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It must be remembered again here, I never had a reason initially nor sought to live in the home. As, I knew I loved living with the land, had for a long time. I was happy with jusy being around the sweet people. I never liked another church as much. It was only because, in their sincerity, these sweet people invited me, as I told them that helped me put aside my reluctance TO LIVE WITH ANYBODY ELSE. I even surprised myself.

Its first attempts was to arrogantly,  make my justified behvior at it and its gatekeeper, as its arrogant moral justification for its ultimate groundless excuse to deny my access to the church in order to steal my relationships I had built it was only bent upon destroying in the first place.

Then it only said what an already self proven depraved individual would do, it didn't try to lay down any legitimate grounds behind its intentions and, instead, started making  inappropriate inferences of hearsay regarding other people about my person.

It was even depraved enough to insult my intelligence, as if they were fit to, by their insinuating that my judgments about the realities over all and the persons who've befriended me weren't what I know. ' So and so aren't your friend, they saw you loose it'            ( refering to the conference, they weren't even present. )

I'm someone who can address issues around the mind as good as any expert without misusing this knowledge; yet, look at what they are attempting to intimidate me about that. This only proved why they can't do the same.

I then told it that unless the person it tried to make its negative claims about was present to varify its comments about them concerning my person, they were only to talk with me in a respectful manner or I'd end the matter and leave.

It was clear this degenerate held no proper regard for anyone. It refused to correct itself only keeping it up proving it's only intentions was to continue acting mentally depraved at my person, I told it I wasn't going to waste my time with a uncivilized individual, I began moving away from it ending it then and there.

Their being ignorant, rude, and never raised better, they never even considered making a single attempt to reciprocate the slightest curtesy they were given in atleast giving my person an honest explanation. It's only because they knew themselves their motives in their denial were just as depraved as they themselves proved to be.

It's loyalties or motives  isn't what it pretends. These lunatics put one another up to all this all the while they acted, rude, depraved and arrogant at my person while I boarded buses.

Jesus is simply the depraved idol of preference by arrogant lunatics who'd rather proliferate the practice of arrogant efeminate vanity and self mutilation over that of teaching and practicing proper self respect and mutual respect of others .

These are the only factors which lead humans to attaining genuine crucial self regard ( love ) and the same regard love of others - homosexual or otherwise, not christianity. Humble persons respect the earth as its perpetual stewards - all life, not a sick cult idol they claim instructs humans to destroy life/ earth.

After steals bible gifted you, returns it to Samuel, and lies about it to Samuel by claiming he personally saw you throw bible away the night you were forced to accept you were ultimately being befouled through it.

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BIBLE BLESSINGS: NO FEAR

My browser kept acting wierd on me when I kept trying to scroll past this status post in my Facebook. I sensed it was meant for me to read and post  - -

Bible Blessings
Just now near Lincoln, NE
No Fear
Deuteronomy 31:6

“Be strong. Take courage. Don’t be intimidated. Don’t give them a second thought because God, your God, is striding ahead of you. He’s right there with you. He won’t let you down; he won’t leave you” Deuteronomy 31:6 (MSG).

Sometimes we allow fear to dominate our lives, keeping us from fully fulfilling our God-given purpose; we mistakenly allow the devil’s whispers of doubt to creep into our thoughts and begin to build an impenetrable wall, a wall that keeps us from God.

Throughout the Bible, God calls us to shake off fear, to give it to Him, to step out in faith and to live a strong and courageous life. Today’s text is about living the victorious life that God has planned for us. I love this verse because it gives me permission to step into any situation in my life with confidence, a confidence that God, my God, is striding ahead of me, a confidence that He’s right there with me, a confidence that He will never let me down, a confidence that He will never leave me.

And knowing that God is walking with me not only gives me confidence, it also gives me a little swagger in my step, a sashay in my stride, a saunter in my gate, because the God of the universe is striding ahead of me, the God Who commands the wind and the waves is walking by my side, the God Who put the stars in their place is my constant companion—my faithful friend. So, why shouldn’t I say to the world: “I am ready to take on the day, because God is walking with me.” Why should I shout out: “Bring it on! I’m ready, because God is right here with me.” Why shouldn’t I be strong? Why shouldn’t I take courage? Why shouldn’t I be courageous? Because God, my God, is on my side. He’s right here with me. And He’ll never let me down, He’ll never leave me.

~Randy & Trena Reed

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IN THE SPIRIT OF JUDI BARI

In a short while, I will be self publishing crucial tree and woodland research I have put together during the past fifteen years as a private wilderness ranger and desert dweller on what's left of the Western Great Basin on this blog page.

In the meantime, use internet search engines to get the same crucial info about these woodlands, their migratory adaptations and how this relates to other woodlands, trees and the inhabitants of these ecosystems, past and present :

Ronald Lanner,
The Pinon Pine: A Natural And Cultural History (UNR PRESS)

also : Trees of the Great Basin:
A Natural History.
( UNR Press, 1984 )

Norman F. Weeden,
A Sierra Nevada Flora
( Wilderness Press 1967 ).

By the Fallon Pauite - Shoshone Tribe,
( Duck Down Press, 1977 ).
After the Drying Up of the Water.

James F. Downs. 1966,
The Two Worlds Of the Washo.

Mel Marshall,
Sierra Summer.

Marlo Morgan,
Mutant Message Down Under.

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BIBLE THUMPING DEVILS P. 2

The conversation between my person and they was in a positive brevity around my then progress working on my disabled pick up truck. They were friendly suggesting that I would be an asset in their womens church home.

We got acquinted of the fact that I lived on the landrange as a desert dweller. I had explained that, on occasion during my resupplying, I used the soup kitchen once in a while. I didn't care for the 'record street scene' I choose to avoid even the food bank. They gave me one of their church invite cards.

In the course of the three years since this exchange, and, prior to my deciding to look into their church, this exchange at the soup kitchen from time to time had cropped up in fond recollection of this individual, again, because of the refreshing void of the typical guile and narcissism.

I finally made my initial church contact New Years Eve, 2012, when coincidentally I find out that they were holding their church celebration at a nearby community center in the vicinity where I was renting for that winter.

During this time, I was invited by a man to sit with his family. During my visit, we got acquainted and I asked some questions about the church. They mention the churches
home for women.

As the festivities went on I got acquainted with other people who were warm and welcoming. Many were very young, some middle aged.
A good interesting mix I thought.

The next few church services I had attended were very uplifting in the worship. The service messages were delivered creatively, each person sharing their experience with others. Everyone was swell. They let you know they were happy you came back the next time.

CHURCH, LIKE SCHOOL AND JOBS, IS A PLACE FOR PUNKS TO BULLY AND CONTROL OTHERS

1. the main bully, two older males acting as pastors, put the other young people to be their patsies in order to project their own insulting, antisocial narcisstic behavior at another.

2. This constitutes as typical over reaching at others outside of proper personal bounries ( how a sensible person chooses their attire is a very personal one, especially as to who they may feel mutually attracted to in thus regard ) while encouraging others to take part and engage in project their own inaporopriate, antisocial conduct at other people, nothing more.

3. It had no true value for the person it was all projected at.
It justifiably was interpreted as deliberate, offensive and disrespectful, as intended.

4. The other people actually expressed positive appeal to the person from the outset. It only changed when the main bullies felt threatened because they were
exposed by their own folly.

The narcissist sense of self worth is based upon how many people they disparage in order to pretend they're superior.  They ARE  the  But, often times, they may have a co - partner(s) who are also narcissists but play a more passive-aggressive role. destructive evil sociopath which M. Scott Peck in his book, ' Prople of the Lie,' refers.

(to be continued).

Most important to remember is, one year prior to this theft/ subversion,
I had submitted certified copies of   document evidence filed under a open and on-going ( 10 years ) 'suspicious circumstances' police case number file.

Within days of its filing, the copies came up missing from the discrete location of my motel room, and, upon my follow up hoping to get copies for myself from my police submissions, I'm told no submissions were entered into their system and the individuals whose name it was submitted as intake officer was 'no longer with their outfit.'

It's been my experience that the numbers of bodies who choose to willfully take part in mass evil towards decent abiding persons like myself is in higher numbers than many think.

NEXT........

THE FIRST FRUITS : A FRIENDSHIP BEGINS :

EVIL FROM THE START : THE POISONING BEGINS

As this senario unfolds, the reader will come to understand the motive of the primary evil subjects ( 2 male bobos as acting pastors ), and, how the dynamics between these two individuals evil motives lead to their actions in playing the key and central role not only in their intentionally carrying out their misdeeds towards other individuals, but, also how they, as a life habit, will use others as their lackies and bait any over all situation to get what they ULTIMATELY WANT :  poisoning the good soils being created between others.

To start with the two subjects held ties with other individuals of their simular stamp within and without the region at large, and, who are also primarily carpet baggers.

What was the two evil subjects first act of carelessness exposing them ?

After the first couple of weeks of attending the MOA, I also signed up for a free Morris Cuerrello convention using the flyers giving the thier toll free number to register. Announcements were made about the convention at the church. I registered as an independent individual.

Upon my arrival at the convention, I came early enough where the organizers were seeking out volunteers to help out in various ways. I came up to one of the organizers and in my casual but professional manner, introduced myself as I've done in the past, and let them know, ' Let me know how I can be of help. ' The organizer being impressed by my character and manner designated me to set up their books and to hand participants seating themselves an informational flyer.

In the spirit of friendliness, I approach one of the females in order to be sociable in sharing my positive experience in helping with the convention. As, for me, it's kind of special because it's been a while since I've done something like this. 

But, to my dismay, instead of them responding in an ordinary and appropriate way at my person, as others had done,  they act like your typicsl rude and biting bossy female, ' Why are you doing that. ' They take the literature out of my hands and continue, ' you're not dressed right to be doing that.'  

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I remained calm. I sit down a moment to allow my mind to digest this for a short while until I know I'm ready to make a determination as what to do next.  I noticed the main pastors' spouse was seated nearby. I was previously told that the rude person was designated as her ' Paul Barer.'

Deciding rightly that I was     justifiably offended by the individuals disrespectful over reaching and over all inappropriateness, I discretely and tactfully approached this individual.On my approach, I began, ' Excuse me, may I speak to you for a minute ? '

This individual proved to be of no better suitability, and, when they looked up and notice I was the one speaking, all of a sudden without any justifiable cause they just jumped up out of their seat and just stood their acting totally defensive at my person. At this point, the same female whose misconduct at me I was attempting to, as a matter of proper protocol, place in the hands of the chargees of their church groyp notices this and predictably uses the situation to buck my intentions.

The one senior pastor who originally pretended to be in charge of the other pastor happened to also appear. When they approached, the female who attempted to get aggressive with me not surprisingly tatle-taled attempts to justify their wrongful conduct at my person at him.

It automatically sides with her without anything foundational layed down in doing so. They only reinforce their groups negativity and rudely infer to me, ' Your not leadership in our church, you need to go sit down.' It failed to occur to them that this is an open, public conference and that they were being rude at me. They had.no business playing any charge role as they proved. This was not a church function at their church.

At the tail end, their gatekeeper comes by. ' You need to stop acting aggressive, hollering at people. Your not dressed right, we have standards. ' I reply, ' So don't I, my standards and dress are of a rural working America, and I've also been taperecording the rudeness I'm receiving. ' They act amused at my response and just parted ways. For the record, I wore a nice western style overshirt with a handmade bolo tie and ordinary black slacks.

I immediately decide to not sit among any members of that church group and instead sit way at the back where the other volunteer security are present. This worked to keep those of that group discouraged from making any more wierd attempts to possibly behave depraved enough by being confrontational again. As, they were only looking to make a scene just to have me kicked out the convention.

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PROGRESSIVE PLANETARY DESTRUCTION

TOO MANY RETARDS TO COUNT

Let me make one thing clear.. Rest assured this has been the long standing drama of who call themselves Christian who are largely lunatic fanatics. They are the ones 100% behind all of the planetary nihilism while pretending 'some evil force outside them' is behind it all. The personage of Jesus Christ is of their collective depravities and nothing or no one better.

Their prolific destruction of this planet, and the few sane peoples left tgereupon  has been over the short span and course of the past 60 years alone a full swing nihilists operation, and, it is directly tied in to their continues subversions of these facts in place of Christian diatribe and propaganda refered to as scripture.

Christian scripture is nothing more than the ranting and ravings of lunatic conjurers bent upon a scheem of well plotted planetary nihilism as alluded to in their Book of Revelations while its lunatics propound their own devised theology contending their scriptures are the direct impartments of a diety.

These conjurings that, as Thomas Paine accurately concluded, could of only been the devisings of lunatic twits who hyper intellectualize all of this as being that of some valid form of academic theology.

In striking contrast, the same lot refuses to accept what has been actually proven to be the full splendor of reality and life affirming, existential truth and its eminent realities. They use their conjurings in what they call scripture to destroy that to bring it all to an end. What would be left of all existence ? It's not hard to come to that legitimate conclusion - nihilism.

They are incapable of accepting, let alone defending, what is in all actuality life affirming, life leading here and now ( the ebb and flow of the oceans, the flux and turnings of the seasons and the wonders from within and without which is where all true human, non pathological inspiration comes ) and which is the only reality that guarantees eternity through perpetual planetary stewardship, yet looks to distroy that for a empty, unproven contention in a book that an event will occur which hasn't been proven in any concrete way  except in their own minds. To try and devise what christan charlatans have outside this, has in fact led to pathology.

So many who choose to be pathological at their very core prefer to spend their time defending what is, like them deep down, pathological and baseless at its very core, rather than defending the very thing that exposes what's baseless and pathological in favor of what's genuine- in themselves and others.

Here's the clue of the true origins of the Christian bible - those nitwits, like the many today, who thinks they're too good to endure the rigors of planetary stewardship       ( real work ) by tilling the ground, thining out the bulrushes and thickets of the woodlands and combining domestic aggriculture with wildcrafting as was intended in order to make what they need and to put food on the table.

The real world isn't fallen, it's the human races crazies who claim that, it's only about themselves. Their bible always directs them to keep re- committing the same self fulfilling prophecy of nihilism, becase, like Sisiphis, they always keep try to escape their true place within the scheem of Eden / creation, by creating their own complicit tower of Babel in hopes of destroying their own true home - earth. As they're all instructed to do in their Bible.

If countless numbers look to jump off a cliff because they're all told someone will catch them, do I, or anyone else, have to follow too ? Is it ' reasonable to believe it ' when such assertions have already proved themselves as being reasonably baseless ?

What kind of ' gods' would be so spoiled, lazy and dumb and depraved to such destructive ends as these same so called humans ? 

This laziness and its recless disregard is more addictive to all them than anything, even their worst drugs. Once, as so many around the world are doing, they build their lives around it, they will desyroy others and even life itself while pretending they will be ' saved from ' facing the consequences of committing their criminal acts of planetary nihilism.

We see how so many who are this lazy and spoiled are dumb, sadistic and down right depraved. They all want to become police so they can beat up their own parents and siblings.

The state of their lunacy today is simply the biproduct of this evil religious cultism bent upon planetary destruction and nothing better than that. 

In spite of Christian pundits and their claims, the peoples of the past living upon this planet, once beeming with their full majesty, utilized, both, their personal and communal creative expressions in order to give their most reverent thanks to all of creation and the once unfathomable mystery whence it all came from - there's no sane reason to presume this last part now. As, back then it was only sane to believe that then only because all of human existence and creation was all in it full splendor and abundance. That is, until all the nihilistic machinery was evoked by christianities charlatans and their claims.

During that peacible age, no living being had anything to fear or any need to worship anyones idols or gods. No one foolishly worships anyone / things as idols, except those many now choosing their own slavery towards humankinds tower of babel - NWO THEOCRACY.

MY LAST EXPERIENCE : CHURCHES

These same lunatics when, in my means to test thier authenties as to their claims of so called decent socialized humans, I permit myself to socialize at their churches. But, as will be seen, many of them only saw this as one anothers opportunity to :

1. use it as their opportunity to engage each other in their long held collective filth about past evils many had engaged in at my person,  and, in order to poison the few others with it who had actually proved fitful in establishing, new, healthy associations with me, and,
2. having my rural habitation robbed while I was present among  by collaborating with suspects nearest the area of my habitation.

While I attended what I'll refer in psuedoname to as the Salvage Mission Church, their members who had the proper means to assist me kept behaving unusually indifferent in their refusal in my reasonable attempts to seek vital transportation when they were also offered compensation to do so. Because my own truck was disabled, still in the process of my finishing repairs, It is only undersyandable I occasionally needed to check upon my remote rural habitation in order to avert and deter any problems like their burglary that was taking place and for the sake of my peace of mind.

During this time, and, as I've done numerous other times while having attended this church gor over one year, and at the close of a church service, I had left my sache and small jacket with my keys in pockets rolled up in the sache atop the android tablet in the sache under it, I arose and went to the restroom. Upon returning, my sache roll appeared as I had left it. People were being dismissed, I had the ordinary brief friendly exchanges as usual, then leave.

I didn't return to the motel right away. Just before I head out to another church in which I had received invitations, I'll refer to in the pseudonym of the
Outreach Missions Church, that evening, I go to retrieve my android tablet from wence I left it in my sache I had been carrying and discover that it is missing.

As let alone given these realities of my person, I instinctually go over the required mental sequence to faultlessly arrive at my conclusion. Theft. I instantly realised the only time my sache was out of my sights was at the Salvage Arms Church.

That same evening returning to my motel after services at the Outreach church, I also discovered my keys were also missing. They were, as I already showed, at the Salvage church fuction, securely rolled within my light jacket deep pockets and placed neatly otop the rest of the sache, handles of sache secured into a carryable slipnot. Days later, following up, I contact the Salvage church by phone, ' I found that my keys and a-tablet came up missing from my sache.' They tell me the head pastor has my keys.

(to be continued).

Later that evening, I had already planned to go to the evening services at another church where I had become convinced of their general members I felt held various social and personality factors more in harmony with my person. I'll refer to that church as, Outreach Mission Assembly.

This initially came about as a result of my initial contact with one of the churches kind, considerate male youth. We met while we wound up sitting next to one another at a local soup kitchen.

I immediately noticed about them, among other sincere positive traits that the typical narcissism apparent in most people in general in the world today, was refreshingly absent regarding this person.

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HANEOUS NARCISSISM P.2

On ocassion, instead of shooting these assholes like I should of, for my own sanity mainly, I'd take him to this childrens center which provided short term boarding for children in family crisis situations.

They were supportive in impressing upon him to respect my direction I would give. They knew from what I layed out that I handled him proper, as well ad the punks.   

soon following their lunacy they along with their collaborators around the world blew up the world trade center to form their same baseless pretext to attack other countries the same way they do
in these situations.   

Why would I do something, especially involving my own child if I wasn't willing to stand behind it and, if necessary, defend my actions ? I got better going for myself than that. Besides, everytime cps showed up, they saw I wasn't some nitwit. They left the same way everytime.

In the recent few years

And, most recently,

This is what I'd do all over again in spite of the sadistic punks who only look to act above the law by refusing to accept reality as it is regarding my person and only risk the consequences in their refusal to stop bothering me and leave me alone.

Meaning, stay out of my existence - period. No one crawling on two legs has the right to say anything derogatory about my person without seeking my approval. civic status is no exception to this genuine civil rule.

This includes not going behind my back without me being present to defend myself and break their noses when they only backbite me in ways I know they wouldn't in my presence.

Those who permit such individuals to intrude upon another, especially when they expressly intend to use these intrusions under the color of any civic status in order to collaboratively engage to act distructively concerning another, is just as culpable for it. They should know better. Such persons sre neither fit or worthy of such status.

This especially includes punks who only look to use the color of their worthless public official status just for the express purposes of over reaching their hidden agendas at others.

These same brats, and many more like them around this planet, still refuse to accept the fact, that THEY DIDN'T GET THEIR WAY BECAUSE  THEY ARE STILL STUPID & BELIEVE THAT ALL PARENTING IS BASED UPON THEIR SELF ASCRIBED ( cookiecutter/ mambypamby) NOTIONS OF IT.

To top that oif, not a single one of them had the decency required to earn their worth by knowing how to act as a neighbor by offering the slightest friendly gesture. Who are they to even think to criticise anybody ?

Fact is, none of them, including their punk types in public office/ police who they 'conspired with' against me, did so because they gave a shit. They did it because they're all narcisstic assholes. No reliable character or other evidence exists to this day showing they had any basis. F#@!%€$$ Hippies.

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HANEOUS NARCISSISM P. 1

It was about nothing but their narcissism and still to this day. They thought nothing about the psychological impact these deficient brutes had upon a small childs' mind experienced watching them a bunch of punks put one another up to disrespecting its mother while she was in the front lines deflecting their baseless bullying.
It's important to understand this very established fact about my person at this point, that I was never a person who, ' needed to be married to a man ' so I can use the gender thing to put off onto another being a male what I know  I posess the aptitude and can do anything that needs being done, including anything I can learn to do.
I always found it repugnant that that's what others get married for - someone else to take care of them and do everything. Fact is what played out in my own situation is I wound up with a person where I did just about everything. But, I didn't mind it at all.
I reasoned, so long as their was reasonsble give and take here, everything would just work itself out. For the most part, it did. It was the town sissy-bullies that would try to disrupt this, no one else. This is the way I was from an early age and still to this day.
After all, I had no one to make me feel especially coddled when little. It turned out to a good thing. It's the small, kind creatures, includind innocent small children, who are the better teachers about acceptance, kindness and love anyways.
I'm no 'prissy missy.' In fact, this was and still is the fuel to the fire behind so many pressies who look to persecute me for their petty nonsense. If you think a woman who has a true 'pioneer spirit' is respected among the present day population, think again.
The first priority was to keep their diseased asses away from us. These weren't even people in the truest sense of the word. I'll spare the lurid details for now that served, as it still does, as the justification for this fact.
Their collective conscienceness only evinces itself as nothing but a foul minded sewer towards my good person. They, core evil, continue to prove just how many of them don't deserve to breath upon this planet they are all collectively murdering as they intend of my good person.
This is why their sissy pretext that they used then as now in their attempts to conspire to bully me based upon my rigging my small kids door for their protection and my peace of mind, and other sound and creative things, they continue to misarrange in their sick minds, was stupid on their part and sissified at best. Fact is, most of them are bratty bullies who should of not just been spanked but beat up real good for being the bullies these brats still all are. Douche bags.
They're all still just as narcisstic and stupid to believe that their same baseless excuses to had continued their sissified attempts to harass and tread upon me proves they're all deranged, as it was proved by them in the past while I, as the mother of a small child, whenever they had made their attempts to bully me through repeatedly failed CPS calls.
They're all typical stupid punks who are neither intelligent enough to understand and couldn't accept I knew best how to control and deflect what they all put one another up to causing.
The baseless ire and overexcitability of a core of dumb animals at me didn't come from them having any genuine concern about my kid or any of us. They simply devised their own flimsy pretext that stupid people like they do. Lunatics.
It came from their diminished capacity and its narcissistic features. As, many of them proved to me, and others reliable, and in various instances that many of them are a hoard of retarded, ugly and dumb animals. 
And, sadly, the few decent on the periphery, are forced at their mercies by the quacks who hold publuc office who pretend to be running the machinery of a sane world -  all around the world.
And when Janet, my trusted friend and mother in law died and the kid got older, I was forced to use his room to restrain him while he projected and acted out their bullying at me. This was done when more choice oriented measures given him failed.
And when he started destroying his room to rebell against that, I'd threaten to withold something meaningful to him for a specified time, and, when I deemed it benificial to his learning, add additional conditions
to that.
During this time, I wound up with a spouse who allowed himself to be bullied by the same complicitors into taking ritalin at his job instead of remaining efficacious and engaged in deflecting the deranging influences and realities surrounding our ' neighbors and society ' at large.
He'd repeatedly claimed he was diagnosed with narcolepsy and used it to stay awake at work. When home, he'd be abnormality dispondent in day-to-day matters and would stay up all hours at the computer instead of sleeping Narcolepsy ? He only stopped taking ritalin weeks after he retired. He remained an insomniac and absent - being as when it all developed.
It wasn't until they put one another up to using their legalistic intimidation for my direct activism concerning Mumia Abu Jamal and Lenard Peltier that all heck broke loose. When the then acting citycouncil person refused to return my phone messages because, as they admitted, ' thier church pastors ( and all the rest of the town creeps involved with churches and who put up others, including their public officials, to get wierd on me around my kid's school issues, my house and jobs, including spouses job and ritalin ) told her not to give proper consideration for my person., ei, refuse to return my calls, IOW., to refuse me the constututionally mandated consideration of a constituent.' 
The evil ones, inspite of their props and facades of churches and their societal requims, by this time were familiar with the fact  of my effectiveness in holding them to their true civic obligations. Something they always look to evade.
The creeps in public office put her upto exaggerating the situation to form a baseless claim I made criminal threats at her so they could jailroad me. None of the creeps who made false statements to newspress ever showed up to 'testify' ad to their complicit allegations. I wad told by the court defender they even left town and avoided the subpeona service.
After Janet passed on, I only had two basketcases amid a loonybin called a society. Where was the gratitude as a so called society of whose most members had it easy while persecuting and desparaging you for ' not runing a Christian household.' To which I say, ' show me who met the character of true manhood in and around my house, and I'll show you your answer.'
When These ' Christian creeps ' would get really belligerent making threats outside the house, getting one another to 'moon' at me because of their tweaking and drinking. At times, it became necessary to run them off by wielding a metal pipe. They have the gal to this day to think that doing this to them is a crime.
One time, I even shot my gun in the air. After that, that's the only time they siesed and decisted, permanently. The 'calls to the cops' while they were disordered and inhebriated did nothing for obvious factors. They only kept it up so long because the 'police' only tied into the town creeps who, as shown, had consternated it against us.
Instead, as to this day, many of them amongst their so-called Christian club would endlessly disparaged me behind my back with one another to stir up their evils based upon their collectively baseless and defective notions about my actions. Their intentions only proved them stupid.
And, as my reward from all of them, and took me up on baseless criminal charges only to insult me for mine and my mother in laws individual acts of noble resistence against their global tyranny when countless others cowardly continue to choose to buckle under the umbrella of theocratic biblical obedience to the kings of the new Christian Babylon. 
In figuring this all out, I've completed the most important part of my life quest. The only fruits to ever come out of christianity today, yesterday, tomorrow, is the fruits of all evil.
I also was intelligent enough to realize that their was no incentive to waste my worthy personal resources among those who chose to do nothing but spit at me and take them for granted. So much for christianities phony claims about these realities.
I won't throw my worthy pearls to the swine of their world.
I suspect today, correctly so, that based upon what was my then spouses submission to these forces coupled with the fact all these goings on is based upon the continued, unlawful militaBBBrized use of government coersion, my small child was given ritalin behind our backs against mine and my mother in laws objections, the spouse only pretending to go along with us. Also, the childs academic performance had showed retarded as compared to when I had left him with that person three years.
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