It was about nothing but their narcissism and still to this day. They thought nothing about the psychological impact these deficient brutes had upon a small childs' mind experienced watching them a bunch of punks put one another up to disrespecting its mother while she was in the front lines deflecting their baseless bullying.
It's important to understand this very established fact about my person at this point, that I was never a person who, ' needed to be married to a man ' so I can use the gender thing to put off onto another being a male what I know I posess the aptitude and can do anything that needs being done, including anything I can learn to do.
I always found it repugnant that that's what others get married for - someone else to take care of them and do everything. Fact is what played out in my own situation is I wound up with a person where I did just about everything. But, I didn't mind it at all.
I reasoned, so long as their was reasonsble give and take here, everything would just work itself out. For the most part, it did. It was the town sissy-bullies that would try to disrupt this, no one else. This is the way I was from an early age and still to this day.
After all, I had no one to make me feel especially coddled when little. It turned out to a good thing. It's the small, kind creatures, includind innocent small children, who are the better teachers about acceptance, kindness and love anyways.
I'm no 'prissy missy.' In fact, this was and still is the fuel to the fire behind so many pressies who look to persecute me for their petty nonsense. If you think a woman who has a true 'pioneer spirit' is respected among the present day population, think again.
The first priority was to keep their diseased asses away from us. These weren't even people in the truest sense of the word. I'll spare the lurid details for now that served, as it still does, as the justification for this fact.
Their collective conscienceness only evinces itself as nothing but a foul minded sewer towards my good person. They, core evil, continue to prove just how many of them don't deserve to breath upon this planet they are all collectively murdering as they intend of my good person.
This is why their sissy pretext that they used then as now in their attempts to conspire to bully me based upon my rigging my small kids door for their protection and my peace of mind, and other sound and creative things, they continue to misarrange in their sick minds, was stupid on their part and sissified at best. Fact is, most of them are bratty bullies who should of not just been spanked but beat up real good for being the bullies these brats still all are. Douche bags.
They're all still just as narcisstic and stupid to believe that their same baseless excuses to had continued their sissified attempts to harass and tread upon me proves they're all deranged, as it was proved by them in the past while I, as the mother of a small child, whenever they had made their attempts to bully me through repeatedly failed CPS calls.
They're all typical stupid punks who are neither intelligent enough to understand and couldn't accept I knew best how to control and deflect what they all put one another up to causing.
The baseless ire and overexcitability of a core of dumb animals at me didn't come from them having any genuine concern about my kid or any of us. They simply devised their own flimsy pretext that stupid people like they do. Lunatics.
It came from their diminished capacity and its narcissistic features. As, many of them proved to me, and others reliable, and in various instances that many of them are a hoard of retarded, ugly and dumb animals.
And, sadly, the few decent on the periphery, are forced at their mercies by the quacks who hold publuc office who pretend to be running the machinery of a sane world - all around the world.
And when Janet, my trusted friend and mother in law died and the kid got older, I was forced to use his room to restrain him while he projected and acted out their bullying at me. This was done when more choice oriented measures given him failed.
And when he started destroying his room to rebell against that, I'd threaten to withold something meaningful to him for a specified time, and, when I deemed it benificial to his learning, add additional conditions
to that.
During this time, I wound up with a spouse who allowed himself to be bullied by the same complicitors into taking ritalin at his job instead of remaining efficacious and engaged in deflecting the deranging influences and realities surrounding our ' neighbors and society ' at large.
He'd repeatedly claimed he was diagnosed with narcolepsy and used it to stay awake at work. When home, he'd be abnormality dispondent in day-to-day matters and would stay up all hours at the computer instead of sleeping Narcolepsy ? He only stopped taking ritalin weeks after he retired. He remained an insomniac and absent - being as when it all developed.
It wasn't until they put one another up to using their legalistic intimidation for my direct activism concerning Mumia Abu Jamal and Lenard Peltier that all heck broke loose. When the then acting citycouncil person refused to return my phone messages because, as they admitted, ' thier church pastors ( and all the rest of the town creeps involved with churches and who put up others, including their public officials, to get wierd on me around my kid's school issues, my house and jobs, including spouses job and ritalin ) told her not to give proper consideration for my person., ei, refuse to return my calls, IOW., to refuse me the constututionally mandated consideration of a constituent.'
The evil ones, inspite of their props and facades of churches and their societal requims, by this time were familiar with the fact of my effectiveness in holding them to their true civic obligations. Something they always look to evade.
The creeps in public office put her upto exaggerating the situation to form a baseless claim I made criminal threats at her so they could jailroad me. None of the creeps who made false statements to newspress ever showed up to 'testify' ad to their complicit allegations. I wad told by the court defender they even left town and avoided the subpeona service.
After Janet passed on, I only had two basketcases amid a loonybin called a society. Where was the gratitude as a so called society of whose most members had it easy while persecuting and desparaging you for ' not runing a Christian household.' To which I say, ' show me who met the character of true manhood in and around my house, and I'll show you your answer.'
When These ' Christian creeps ' would get really belligerent making threats outside the house, getting one another to 'moon' at me because of their tweaking and drinking. At times, it became necessary to run them off by wielding a metal pipe. They have the gal to this day to think that doing this to them is a crime.
One time, I even shot my gun in the air. After that, that's the only time they siesed and decisted, permanently. The 'calls to the cops' while they were disordered and inhebriated did nothing for obvious factors. They only kept it up so long because the 'police' only tied into the town creeps who, as shown, had consternated it against us.
Instead, as to this day, many of them amongst their so-called Christian club would endlessly disparaged me behind my back with one another to stir up their evils based upon their collectively baseless and defective notions about my actions. Their intentions only proved them stupid.
And, as my reward from all of them, and took me up on baseless criminal charges only to insult me for mine and my mother in laws individual acts of noble resistence against their global tyranny when countless others cowardly continue to choose to buckle under the umbrella of theocratic biblical obedience to the kings of the new Christian Babylon.
In figuring this all out, I've completed the most important part of my life quest. The only fruits to ever come out of christianity today, yesterday, tomorrow, is the fruits of all evil.
I also was intelligent enough to realize that their was no incentive to waste my worthy personal resources among those who chose to do nothing but spit at me and take them for granted. So much for christianities phony claims about these realities.
I won't throw my worthy pearls to the swine of their world.
I suspect today, correctly so, that based upon what was my then spouses submission to these forces coupled with the fact all these goings on is based upon the continued, unlawful militaBBBrized use of government coersion, my small child was given ritalin behind our backs against mine and my mother in laws objections, the spouse only pretending to go along with us. Also, the childs academic performance had showed retarded as compared to when I had left him with that person three years.
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